hello are you mad at me? if you are mad at me i wouldn't know what to do. are you though? have i done anything? let me think. think. i must have done something... otherwise why would you be so... please please please tell mee i need to know! communication is key! or was it someone else? if it was someone else. i will not forgiveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer never ever ever ever i would do anything for you would you do everything for me? would you? would you? WOULD YOU? ... why don't you ever respond to me ? why do you always ignore me ? is it because of me? or because of you? is it me or you? me or you ? me or you. or some one else just answer. please.

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why must i make effort to fulfil what i was made for? i dont think i really have any true meaning, any hidden purpose. there isn't any truth to me, or to anyone else. our purpose of existing is to live. nothing else. nothing else. would you be so kind to let me live? to let me do what i want to do? to get the fuck out of wherever i am now to go wherever i want to. can i have the freedom to choose? you don't need to tell me. you don't need to. god does not mind because god might as well not exist. god exists in the heads of those who believe in god, and does not exist in those who do not. believe what you want to, but i will not believe what you want to. you might call me a hypocrite, i call myself suppressed.