Poems

your sweet gaze meets mine
your smile brighter than sunshine
...my heart skips a beat
non-linear haiku

Bad Mood

Am I depressed?
I don't know.
If I am,
It doesn't really show.
I don't cry in bed
Wasting tissues
I don't spend my time
Pondering issues.
I normally don't talk
All the time
But lately Silence feels like a crime
But then why
Don't I ever speak
Why has this been
Such an annoying week?

How many?
How many years
Till I get to live my own life?

Bubbles

Blowing bubbles in everyone's faces,
Makes my heart explode with happiness
They all laugh along and pop them!!
I never knew how clear spheres
Could erupt so much smiles!
I am so happy
That they enjoy
My lovely
Bubbles
so.
Etheree poem

A bright, sunny day-
Laughter fills the small bedroom
Clouds drift through the sky
~haiku~

My eyes fall on you
You laugh, enjoying your time
Smile at me instead
~senryu~

Empty eyes stare at me
Lacy bow, netted dress
On top of your head-a pearly beanie
Your coldness warms me, my ruby princess

Happiness

Cotton candy melting in my mouth
Sitting down after standing so much
Someone giving me a compliment
Breathing after floating in the water
Laughing so much-I start crying
Winning first prize
Guessing an answer right
That no one else knew
Golden sunlight making everything so pretty
Laughing together after a jump scare
Giving a gift to my friend
Air con after a hot day
Cool water in hot weather
Yummy food that warms my heart
Someone noticing me
A surge of butterflies washes through my chest.

Moon and Stars

The light of the sky deepens into night,
Golden sun shifting out of sight.
As the blue shade deepens more and more,
The darkness of the evening makes my heart sore.
But then I see the glowing moon,
I feel like I'll get out of the darkness soon.
Small stars shining bright,
Each little twinkle gives my heart light.
Soon, they whisper, the sun will arrive,
But while you're waiting;
Their light will keep your heart alive.

Sawing Sawdust

The worker sits in the empty factory
Sawing the sawdust
Uselessly
Ruthlessly
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting
For the factory
To open
To renew
So to saw wood
Once again
For now
I will sit and saw sawdust
For I am terribly bored
And need to break something
Into equal pieces
And lavish
The smell
Of
Freshly-cut wood

Book

A book bought from a bookstore
A book read until sore
All parts worn
Except
some pieces of paper ripped to the floor
Out of how much the words shattered the core
Out of not wanting to read anymore
The parts liked, were, in the book, kept in
The parts that weren't, were thrown in the bin
Because the misery of recalling a sin
Was like the heart'd been punctured by a pin
I told the others about the danger that lay
In reading the parts, that always ruined your day
But when I thought
No one was looking
I went to the bin
And read the bad parts
Again and again
Till I wished I was in the bin

I like hearing
Smiles in your voice
You put laughter
Through my fear
Honey in
In the noise
Sugar in my
Tears

Drowning
In cement
Mouth
Full of gravel
Cement
Hardening
pouring
More and more
On the frail
Body
builders
Leaving
The small
Being
To be
Preserved
In rock soup
In mud glass
Forever and ever
Waiting for the axe
To split the rock apart

My heart does not beat, it sings.
Our bodies are dead, but our souls breath in.
My heaven is in the gold of my muse's skin
Let the sun kiss me, let my feet float in the air,
Let the winds whisper my name, let the storms give me care.
My child whose eyes rise to the stars, nimble be your stride.
Grace the world with your footsteps, give the dirt life.
My soul dances with the fairies.
My heart sings for the angels.
Don't you dare tell me I will die, give back my wings.

Sunshine reflects through
Raindrops pouring-making
A rainbow above

No-one hugs me other than the wind
No-one listens to me other than the rain
No-one smiles at me other than the sun
They say when you are in love-everything reminds you of them
I don't have anything to talk about except the weather

You smile at everyone, I feel like everyone.

Can I
Carve your
Face in
My heart?